對一個伴奏者來說，
「炒」是一個錯折。
雖然友人說：
「都唔係好覺姐，影響不大，你其他地方作得很好啊！」
但對一個認真的伴奏者來說，
「炒」了小部份就是「炒」了。
認真的伴奏者就是這樣執著，
就是這樣追求完美。
很久以前伴奏者也曾經「炒」過，
但今次「炒」後的感覺，
比以前「炒」後的感覺很不同。
以前「炒」後只會自責一會兒便會忘記，
但今次「炒」後竟會悶悶不樂兩天… 仍是這樣…
伴奏者會認真地檢討、反省，
求上帝醫治伴奏者的悶悶不樂！
求上帝幫助伴奏者積極面對前面的挑戰！
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4 comments:
伴奏者, my heart ached because you are feeling down. even though i don't know what's 「炒」? may God lift up 伴奏者's spirit! learn from the「炒」and move on to the new challenge... luv, bbg
我很了解伴奏者的心情, 伴奏不單是帶領, 也是將自己最好的獻給衪. 「炒」了就像沒「好好」帶領, 或沒獻上最好的. 對認真的伴奏者來說, 就像沒做好自己的工作, 悶悶不樂是正常的.
但, 上帝是慈愛公義的, 看到伴奏者悶悶不樂幾天, 又看到伴奏者常常有著將自己最好的獻上的這心意, 我相信衪一定要說, "別再自責了. 樂觀地, 積極地面對前面的挑戰吧."
加油 ;P
I can understand how you feel, and I hope you will feel strong again and move forward. Last Feb I went into a car accident and "totaled" my car, with my entire family sitting inside. Rose has to be sent to hospital, while the kids were reasonably traumatized, witnessing their mom being sent away in an ambulance in a night of heavy rain and strong wind. I remembered telling myself right after the accident, "How can I ever drive again?" I blamed myself for the accident because it was my fault in making that left turn, & I was scared to make the same left turn again. However, the turn was made on a road that I have to drive on every single day.
The next day, I was thinking of going a different way to avoid reliving the sight and sound of the accident. However, I knew the only way to rebuild my confidence was to conquer my fear. So on the very next day, I chose to make the exact same left turn with my rental replacement car. I could even see some of the debris left on the side of the road by my "totaled" car. But you know what, right after I made the turn, I was relieved of a biggest burden, the burden of fear & feeling down. I said to myself, "Well, that's it. There's nothing to it. I am still a capable driver."
Of course, it's not that easy. I relived the sight and sound of this accident in my head even upto this very day. But I am glad God allowed me to rebuild myself one turn at a time.
I am not good at music, but I will say this. The first time I heard Haines and you sang, I told myself, "Wow, this is something different. This is a gift from God." So there you go.
上帝真的很愛伴奏者，因為上帝給伴奏者身邊有關心她的弟兄姊妹。你們的安慰與鼓勵，叫伴奏者不得不重新振作，伴奏者再次體會到身邊的同路人的重要！在事奉過程中，你我總會遇上錯折與困惑，就讓我們彼此支持、彼此鼓勵行過每一個關口。
bbg，多謝妳的鼓勵！妳也努力在設計上事奉，求主給妳有智慧、有亮光、有創意去突破妳的空間。多謝妳連日來花心思創作！
solar flash，多謝你的安慰！你也在GM
organise badminton上努力事奉上帝。求主給你有智慧、有力量去服侍弟兄姊妹！多謝你連月來的勞苦。
loudao 老豆，多謝你的分享和鼓勵！你也在執導上努力！求上帝給你有智慧去寫劇本，求主給你有耐心教導演員入戲！多謝你連日來不斷寫劇本，又要做導演。
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